Mama, will bad dream go away?

Wake up! I'm waiting for e day where i found my smile once again.

I'm waiting for you, waiting for you~

NIGHTMARE

I'm so lost and depressed today, i hate new yr, no new beginning, always bad ones. Why is all e bad happenings coming to me at one go? I cant take such heavy blow, who can?

My new yr resolution? I wan to be happy. SIMPLE, SO PLS GIVE ME TO ME!!

I WAN TO SHOUT FUCK YOU RIGHT AT UR FACE, but fear pull me away.

Happy new yr.

It's time

I dunno if wad I'm gg to do next is right or wrong? I couldn't care any further, no sign of him today. I hate this feeling in me, i wan it to be gone so badly, to e extend that i hope i can dig out my brain & heart, wash it and POOF! everything's gone. Sound childish, i know.

In short, i dun think this shld carry on. BYE

Merry Chirstmas!

RE-HELLO!!!! Aha, *swipe dust* I know it has been months since my last update, busy ma=X Even if i update now, i doubt there will be anyone out there tt will visit my blog still?

Merry Christmas to all my friends, enermy, loves. It's a un-merry christmas for me though. U know, things happen when u least expect it. What to do? Gotta accept it and go on with my life.

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GOOD NEWS!

Ok, i dunno if it is to you but at least, support me alright? I'll be acting in "Perfect Cut 2" which will be casting on March next yr i presume, not so sure yet. Will be meeting e producer this coming sat! *nervous* Hope everything goes well(: Stay tune huh!