Awesome peeps in Yr 2011

We've come to an end of year 2011. Alot has happen, unhappy moments, happy memories which I wan to forego and welcome a new 2012 altgt.

In yr 2011, many friends come and go. Friends, foes, wadever. I wan to thank each and everyone of u. Every little part plays an impt role.

Cryssie: I love u, as always. Thank you for your patience and I really appreciate every single thing u've done for me. You make me understand what friends are and why u are here. Love u loads(:

Ivy: 面包，we may not be there for each other on special occassions but still, u're always nice enuff to be here for me whenever u're needed. The connection is there and u made all my lil wishes possible. xoxo

Yinny: Still my lovely 小眼睛，let's end 2011 with happy tots. I hope we can share everything tgt in 2012. Every dirty lil secrets! HAHAHA. Spend more time with us (busy girls) be a lil less princessy okay? we'll work tgt for a better year! <3

Jissy: MAOOOOO! We may not have many interest in common, we may not be as close as what we have imagine? But I know I have a place in ur heart and of cos u have a special place in mine too! Open up to us more often kay, we are concern and wants to know more abt u(: 11 yrs of friendship and still counting! less than 3 for u(:

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Eve: It has been a tough yr for us, u went for attachment, we drift apart, we had our awkward moments BUT u nv once complain and ditch me in 1 dark corner and run for ur life. I appreciate that. You made my poly life colourful with ur stupidity and blurness. Thank you for being here with me on my darkest days. You know my every lil secrets and happenings in my life. I am not a wonderful friend but I promise I will try my best and be 1. I'll prove to u I can fulfil my new yr's resolution. I CAN DO IT! May our friendship continues even after you graduate. Lovess!

Joanna: Knn kid. You're still as kp as ever but I dun deny that you're always concern on my well being (on twitter). I feel it. You brought laughter to my life and I do not regret knowing you. All the best in yr 2012! <3

Kailin & Regina: Dun complain on sharing a column. We mus all agree that we did not spend much time tgt in yr 2011. BUT STILL! It's good to have u girls ard. Thank you for all e invites and not boycotting me as an auntie that stays in e west!(: I treasure the lil friendship I have with u girls, I really do. Hopefully we'll get to meet up more often in yr 2012! May I move to SK/HG soon? HAHAHA(: xoxo

KBC & TCY: 老千二人组, Thank you for the laughter you have brought to us in sch and in some of the other gatherings we have. It's really great to laugh at ppl like u? HAHAHA. Seriously, there's only happy tots when I see the both of u. I know we will not b contacting after we grad but U're nv forgotten! (:

Rex: I know, I know. We may not be in contact anymore. However, I cant change the fact that u are once my friend and a very special one once upon a time. I sincerely thank you for every memories we have tgt and u're really a great friend and will always be one. Happy 2012(:

Dom: Lovely son, still as lovely as always. Try to think before u act next time? TYVM.

Liting & susu: It was a great night spend tgt on our 1st and maybe last outing? HAHA. we can always create more outings in yr 2012(: Love it!

Michele: This bitch went MIA on every hols. Tsk. DUN FORGET ME CAN ANOT! Auntie, I love u alot, u shld know. COS I APPS U EVERY SINGLE DAY? HAHAHA. Dun be so dao in yr 2012 can? Love u luh<3

Xw: Loves, u are 1 such friends that I dun contact everyday but I jus know u are here. U run down for me when I need someone and i really appreciate that effort of urs. U're the best gift that appear in poly(:

Dor: HELLO SINGER! When are we meeting again? Sing for me again? Go gaga tgt? WHENNNNN. I miss those days when we used to be in e same class. (: Make time for me in yr 2012 kay?

Hue: Love uh love. You know what am I gonna say? I love u like my sweetest lil pie. You'll have to grow up on day kay. Pls dun say U are not willing to. I'm here for u and thank you for being here whenever I need u to. <3

Pat: Our times tgt may not be long but you know I treasure u still? You're always my friend. Once a friend, always a friend<3 Good luck on your career! More than willing to listen to more of your updates in 2012!

Amanda: Fyp mates/west siders/ slacking kakis, you know what? We may not be best friend but we're close enuff to share our secrets with each other. COme and stay over more often. Always welcome and I enjoy ur company.

Lynn: Auntie, I can feel ur presence everytime I post smth on fb so how can u be not impt? HAHA. <3

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Kim(Boiler): I dun even know if I get ur name right cos if u notice, I nv once ask for ur name. HAHA. That short period of time that "fate" has brought us tgt is enuff to leave a strong impression in my life. You may not know it but you plays an impt role too. (:

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Cassandra Lee: Hey babe! we're back tgt after a decade! Love u many many<3

Nel: Boy uh boy, off ur gong tao alrdy not? Yr 2012 be more alert okay! Tsk. <3

Mei: May u be in sync with all of us in apps in 2012? HAHAHA MEI MEI I LOVE U(:

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For some reason, I cant list everybody out. The post will b mad mad long. Of cos there are more ppl that piece my life tgt in yr 2011. I sincerely thank you all cos w/o u ppl, my life wouldn't be as a whole. My story will never be complete. Love u guys<3

Wish everyone all the best in yr 2012! HUAT AH! :D

Away away away!

Aunt flew to Europe ytd night. Usually I'll have someone to talk to on everyday basis but from today onwards, I'll b alone for 2 weeks! =(

Ytd, I cried myself to slp. I visualize myself standing in the middle of nowhere and found no one to be with me. Human, jus took me forgranted. Sigh.

Adios(:

Somebody's me

You, do you remember me?
Like I remember you?
Do you spend your life going back in your mind to that time?
Cause I, I walk the streets alone
I hate being on my own
And everyone can see that I really fell And I'm gg thru hell
Thinking about you with somebody else

Somebody wants you, somebody needs you
Somebody dreams about you every single night
Somebody can't breathe, without you it's lonely
somebody hopes that one day you will see
That somebody's me, that somebody's me.

How, how did we go wrong?
It was so good and now it's gone
And I pray at night that our paths soon will cross and what we hide isn't lost
Cause you're always right here in my thoughts

You will always be in my life even if I'm not in your life
Cause you're in my memory
You, will you remember me?
And before you set me free, oh, listen please..

Somebody wants you, somebody needs you
Somebody dreams about you every single night
Somebody can't breathe, without you it's lonely
somebody hopes that one day you will see
That somebody's me, that somebody's me.

What's next?

Fyp

Fyp meeting ended peacefully, not much of a drama gg on. Tmr will b e day where I officially start sch. May all b well.

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I dun like the way I'm being treated by u. If u have doubts on it, ask urself.

I jus wan back my inhaler, that hard?

我怎么又哭了？

Fate

Am I suppose to dislike the upcoming date? Seems like everyone and everything that is related to this date is neh. Alot has been gg on, I dunno how to explain myself.

I jus wish I can hold thru this. I know wad I wish will not happen but still.. :)

May all be good for u.

As usual

Quite busy recently which is a good thing, at least it keep my mind away from all nonsense thoughts. :)

Hello from tampines. Gt kidnap by Jerome and deb ytd night. They're really talented at this man! And so, here I am, on my way to e hospital with them for jerome's eye op;) 12 mins op! So awesomely fast!

Adios for now.

P/s: I need to shit and pee, all thanks to having breakfast! :(

Who knows?

So many things left unsaid. No matter how much I wanna go thru with u, u din give me a chance. U took away my chance and I was left behind. Despite how much I dun wan things to end this way, I dun wan to create anymore stress for u nor add on to ur burden.

After so much has happen, I still secretly hoping that u will call or wan me back, too silly for any words, I know. That's jus how badly, how much I wan u in my life.

I wan to be part of ur life but it's impossible now. Thank you for all e happy moments and memories. :)

Adios my friend.

It wasn't a good-bye.

You broke it, left me there crying alone. The choice is yours.

我的心真的受伤了。。

Exhausted

Work is mad tiring. 10am-10pm.

How can?

Almost there

For once in my whole education journey I really pull myself tgt and force myself to study. I was all so ready for today's paper and DANG! I was barred from stats UT3. There goes my only chance to make me pass my module. This irritating fucked up module which I wan it to be gone for good so badly.

When I stepped into e classroom, I look up and saw "UT KEY EXPIRED" my heart sank. I walk out of the classroom, took a lift and broke down in tears. My chance gt crushed in my own hands. I blame myself for fucking my own life inside out. I am such a fucked up person that deserve a fucked up life. I walked away from e blk and towards e library, I cant hold my frustration, tears, anger, I jus kept crying. I dun care how any pairs of eyes are looking at me, I dun wish to know either. UT4, how am I gonna handle? It's gonna be tougher, it will clash with my Brunei performance trip and hence got the others affected. WELL DONE YO. U ARE SUCH A PAIN AND SPOILER.

Bye.

Haunting?

What the fuck is wrong with the manufacturer or maybe the paddle pop stick supplier?! Alrdy had a hard time trying to get over things that're chaotic recently and I jus can't have a peace of mind.

Leave me alone can or not?! Even time when like this I can see his name. What the fuck is wrong!

P/s: My aunt is laughing so hard now. Yes, at my misery;(

在每个人的欢笑背后都有一段不为人知的心酸故事。你又知道多少？

Darkest side

What happen today really make me give up my own life. I trust no one, really no one anymore. I keep asking myself, someone that's always so attentive at places like this, someone so unattractive but how can such things ever happen to me? I blame myself. I'm really scared an helpless for the first time of my life. Helpless and lifeless. I struggled, texted u. All u could reply is ..... I texted another SMS over and u din even bother. At that helpless point, all I could think of is u, even a call, I know u cares. U made me lost the battle.

我真的败给我自己了。我输乐。

Harsh lesson

I screwed up my performance. Wrong start to my song, twice in a row. Music's still playing and I'm alrdy filling in my lyrics. I cant think, cant concentrate. I ruin my own rice bowl. Who's ever gonna call me for show again?

Fucked up life, you, me, yea, fucked up my life.

Lesson learnt but too late.

Photo splash!

Pile up, pile up. Tonnes of pixxes waiting to be uploaded and there! I finally have the time to do it today. I was suppose to upload it on facebook but I dunno what's wrong with my comp, it cant dl flash player. Damn. Problematic jus like me. heh. Anyway, pixxes time! <3

Celebrated Nash super belated birthday at Fish and Co. Plaza sing. It's alrdy so late so he din suspect anth, in case u haven know, Fish and Co always ask the birthday boy/girl stand on top of the chair and sing their cheer then happy birtday song, extreme malu. Before us, there were a numbe of ppl share th same fate and nash stupidly laugh at their sillyness not knowing he will be the next victim. HAHAHA! When the staff serve the cake to him and ask for his name, he was traumatise and kept repeating " whose birthday? Not mine! " Lol. They actually miss-pronounce his name as LALA-Jackson. HAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!! I was laughing so badly that I couldn't breathe. Epic. Okay okay, enuff of words, PIXXESSS.

Nisah is always ready for camera, vain pot! BAHHHH.

Gay or what, I dunno what trigger him to pose like wtf.


My face, Nash's finger.

Nash mus be saying some lae stuff to Nisah, I can tell from her a lil irritated smile.

Check out the couple of the day! They coincidentally matches from head to toe(: Awesome shit right, Nisah was so shy abt it can. HAHAHA

The lame shit brothers.

Oops! Candid, I was jus by passing. Dumb face, ugh!

Some drama gg on?

I guess so.

They flood my camera!!!!!

Ah du ken!

Birthday boy<3

Disgusting much?

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Attended 武侠's Gala on the 24th July with Lawrence. I get to see 甄子丹!!!! He's mad hot, i swear. *drool*

Making his entrance.

Law kept complaining that my camera i lousy, cannot zoom properly and super blurry blah blah blah, BUY ME ONE LO!

Michelle Tay<3

1 and only pix with Law(:

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Excursion to WLNA with W26E

Patty pat(:

WLNA

Nobody dare to sit in the 1st row so we actually laugh it off by telling the in charge, front row are for 好兄弟, HAHAHHAA!

Went into their freezer room, fucking cold lo! Can b come human popsicle.

Group shot(:

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Outing with GT loves to Orchard ION.

Notice that I use my hair to cover my face? Cos they all want small face and push me to the front but oie! Lao Niang wan small face too!!

Super blurry shot.

We're all covering our mouth cos my camera has "smile detection" So when we tried to aim and all, we need to cover our mouth and we look like a total retard! FYI: we are on the bus

I'm ending this post with my self shot. Mus 爱我自己. HAHAHA

Okay, adios(: