Skipped school drama

Suppose to be sch today for FYP meeting but I'm too lazy. BAH! Why am I forever so lazy? Damn. Rex din go to sch too? BUT at least he went for FYP meeting. Very jialat leh me. Haiyo.

I mus drag myself to school tmr, no matter what. It's a promise within myself(:

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Saw news jus a few minutes earlier, KOI was banned for juices as there are some unknown chemicals found in it. Rest assure for the tea products(: KOI is loveee.

Lucas called, that was random, need a catch up with him soon so I agreed on meeting him on sat. Right choice? Hope so.

Gonna rest early for today. Adios.

When will the time come?

I've been waiting patiently, patiently for XX 男 to appear but how long more? Friends are all moving on from attached to marriage, this is ain't no joke anymore. I'm alrdy 20+ (ahem) and still not attached. Yea, I know I am not an eye candy, not pretty, no figure, perspire alot and cant wear nice clothes but hey, honestly speaking, I've seen girls fatter, uglier, more disgusting and they get a boyfriend! Of cos not some good looking hunk but still?! DUH!

I felt so unwanted, not emo-ing or what but really left out sometimes when friends start talking abt their relationship, marriage.. BLAH BLAH BLAH. Then that's when I start mumbling, WHY AM I STILL FUCKING SINGLE? Yah luh, say I am desperate now kay but HELLO! U all wun understand the gan jiong-ness I had in me now. Cousins, friends, relatives ALL getting married and they are only age btwn 23-28! I am 2* now and I am NOT ATTACHED. Hoseh alrdy right? Maybe I should really just hook up some bangala and married off like that. What if the bangala also find me fat and ugly? FML really. Now I dun blame friends for choosing partners over us cos once ur bait gt "hooked" by someone else, u will be e left over and no fishes will hook u up again. Tragic.

Now I am asking, ANYONE WHOM KNOWS ANY FRIENDS THAT'S AGE BTWN 25-28 PLS INTRODCE THEM TO ME. I dun need handsome hunk but pls be neat and tidy and are able to sing Barney song to me. HAHAHA. Most importantly, warn them I am ugly and fat but very demure(: HURHUR.

Thanks babe and hunks, pls help a frantic friend here. SHE DUN WAN TO BE LEFT ON E SHELF!!

Indulge in sweetness

OMG, why he so handsome?? I dunno his name, happen to watch this show title "A crazy little thing called love" awesome Thai movie and caught attention of this guy. MAD CHARMING!!!!

Anyone knows his name? <3

Gleam of hope

No news, just yet. =(

MONSTA!

I finally had a chance to mend my mistake, drop my guilty shell and watched KURISTA and KISA perform! For the 1st time, it was actually quite awesome but of cos major room for improvement and blame the stage for being small. NIAO ORGANISER. It was such a excitement to watch her dance from the crowd and I was surrounded by japanese(: Lots and lots of them. My aunt step one pro and tries to communicate with them but fail. HAHAHAHA.

Went off to Chinatown for lunch at Yum Cha. After a satisfactory lunch, gotta zoom off to work. I lead a sad life and Imma workaholic. HAHAHA.

So delightful for being able to be there for cryssie love when she's performing(: It felt so great!

JIAYOU(:

In you

The truth hurts but only for a while but lies hurt forever.

Looking forward

Cant wait for friday to meet up with my girls<3 So much to share with them.

Party party party! (:

New chapter

It's afterall the end of the chapter and I'm moving on.

Adios, my once a upon a time happy times:)

I realise only today, I lost a friend; yet again.

What's all e I will be there, always and the promises go?

Too much feelings, too lil words to describe.

BYE.

It's your birthday!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY IVY YIEW(:

May there be joy and happiness in your everyday life. I will always be here to celebrate ur once in a year birthay with u!

ps: Meet after ur exam alright. HAPPY TIMES(:

Too fast, too sudden

It all happens too fast, too fast to even let me stop and think what's next.

I'm disappointed, very much disappointed to construct a logical plan. I'm out of this, it's too pain to know the truth, my heart's too weak to bring me any further. Back off, I'll be good.

Now I know ur trust to me is just this.

It's friday, it's a day that everyone's looking forward to cos it's weekend! What's e plan for tonight? Should I go party with Sam? Movie with Cino? Meet up with small cliques and chill? I HAVE ZERO IDEA. I will work this out. =)

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Met up with Dorothy, Eunice and Nisah loves ytd after sch. Had sakae sushi for dinner and mini catch up session. I know perfectly well that e problems I'm dealing with doesn't jus apply to me, it applies to anyone else. So why am I complaining so much? I just had to, bear with me.

Jerome came over to PS a lil while for small talk. He told me alot, we share our view, throw in our tots. Honestly, I cant find a solution. I fear for the worse to happen it still happen somehow.

I hope, I really pray what ever I do, whatever thinking I have is right. Plsss let it work.

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Oh! I din attend sch today(: HAHAHA. When I woke up, it's alrdy 930am. So nah, jus give it a miss. SIAN MAXXXX. Guilty alrdy, I wan to be a model student this sem but skipping sch was impromtu hor! (:

I AM BOREDDDDDDDD NOOWWWWW!!!!

I hope I can study my friends like a book.

Today, I made a decision, I went down and talk it out. Ask me how I feel now, I would say.. normal. No other special feelings. I see it coming, I choose to face it. I still cant bring myself to ask everything but I guess it's pretty obvious.

Will we b like e same as before? I dun think so.