Goodbye?

Once again, I tot of closing my blog.

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p/s: dun act like u know me. Try harder.

Never ever again

闭上眼睛忍住呼吸
暂时要和世界脱离
就快要学会不再想你
却听见不断跳动的心
我允许了你
让爱的自由还给你
我允许了自己
承受着悲伤到天明

我不愿放弃却要故意默默允许
我答应自己爱你的心绝口不提
总是以为终究化作云谈风轻
爱你到底 痛了自己
我不愿放弃却要故意默默允许
我答应自己爱你的心绝口不提
所有结局在这夜里都已成形
爱到了低 痛的是我的真心。。。

Home-ing

I'm home today, din went for lesson. Had fever, 38.7 degree celsius. Head spinning, no one's home, I need a mom. For a moment, I feel lost and very paranoid. Since I'm home, went to pop by all my friend's blog it was only when I read Irene's blog.... Her post on her day out with her mom made me cry like a kid begging for candy. Those memories of me and my mom jus flash back like it nv did, I really miss her alot. I couldn't recall when is e last time I've say the word mama. I miss calling you, I miss chatting with you, I miss discussing my life, my plans, my future with you, I miss looking at u when you're slping................. I REALLY MISSS YOU.

You have always been a wonderful mom before all the craps started. You brought laughter to my life, you coax me when I'm sad, you're e only 1 that never leaves me when I feel lonely, you never reject my date, you accompanied me to places I wan to even if you're not interested. You show up for every movie after you long day of work, you would rather slp in the cinema while i enjoy the movie rather than asking me to go alone. You enjoy every moment with me, So so I. You are alwasy there, no matter rain or shine...

I dun hate you for what you did to me, jus pure disappointment.

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p/s: SHE IS NOT DEAD HOR PLSS.

What are friends for?

今天你把我气哭了。。那明天呢？

Is this what I deserved?

Is this how u treat ur friends?

在你心中我真的一点地位都没有吗？

我今天真的受伤了，而且还伤的很重很重。。。

是时候放手了吗？

Busy saturday

First thing first, I finally have CE points! =D Went back to school on sat to help out e eco-flea market thingy and had great great fun. We packed and sort out hundreds and hundreds of shoes, bags (some branded ones) and clothes!!! How rich are singaporeans? Alot of those can! But still, we had fun la. Wei Liang and Kogin were with me for e help out event. The fun thing was we went to peep by at e Haunted House over at e Jap feast thingy. Some kuku grab my leg in there! I really regret gg in can, I went in with Wei Liang and all I did was close my eyes and scream. -.- The moment I came out of e Haunted House everyone was looking at me. &^%$#@! ESPECIALLY wei liang, he laugh non-stop and he really did. OH! I bumped into cryssie tooo! Ahhh, and she's also one of the culprit for laughing. MALU LA!!!

Our CE thingy was suppose to end at 3pm but we pity those event leader whom have to clear up and sort out many more bags of clothes so, we decided to stay a while longer to help out despite knowing that we wun gain extra points, HOW NICE! haha=D

We went off at 4pm and proceed to Sembawang for lunch at Pasta Mania where Sylvia worked. Poor Wei Liang's hp screen bi-zha and he have to drop by Vivo today to get his phone fixed which cost him $85.60! Expensive la, I dun pity him cos he has to pay for what he did to me ytd! LAUGH SOME MORE LO! hahaha.

To make it short, I went out for 12 hours ytd!

• Meet up with Wei Liang at woodlands MRT at 9am (HE'S LATE!)
• Walked to school
• Did e CE thingy till 4pm
• Went to have lunch at Pasta Mania at sembawang
• Proceed to Plaza Sing just for a ring which Wei Liang wanted
• Mrt-ed then Bus-ed to my place at 8 plus to pass him my phone

SEE! Power not? HAHA. I reach hm at 9 plus to be exact as e journey from PS to my place was helluva long! sad case.

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p/s: I wonder if I should miss you still.

PHYSICS! ARGH^%$#@!

Physics is so off la, nth gets into my head. If not for Wei Liang, I would't even be in school today. SO OH WEI LIANG! pls feel very honourned hor. Every thursday is so a tragedy for me, I cant catch up at all. I am trying, plus the faci oso buay song me one la, giving me a C despite praising my good contribution during meeting 1 & 2 which is not true la. GENG ONE-.- HAHAHA. I admit la, I did watch movie while other groups are presenting but boring ma, 5 groups presenting e same topic sommore using same method to solve. SIAN.

Today before I left e classroom, I shouted " Faci, today I nv watch movie hor". You know what she say? Neh neh one! "But u played games" A big -____________________- for her. I only happen to open my facebook tab and she happen to walk pass! SUAY can?! Gonna get a C again.

Hence, I declare, NEXT THURSDAY I NOT GG SCHOOL ALRDY! PON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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I miss you(:

Late + za-boing

My equation:

Late + za-boing = PON

PON SCHOOL LA! I dun like school anymore=(

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I was late today, initially, I dun feel like gg sch anymore but.. Ahh, nvm. School was randomness today. Qiqi and irene went off after 1st meeting, Ong and Aaron went tian mi mi and xw loves was not in school due to medical problems. =X Wad is thiis! where is everyone? -.- HAHAHA.

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Today's library trip was crap! Totaly crap.

p/s: I miss you, still(:

Feelings are everything we talk abt

Many things happen recently and changes are seen in all my "daughters" life. I read their blog and many things has been running through my mind. Qiqi ask why haven I been blogging recently, i told her I dunno how. I dunno where to start and what to say, I can only say, seeing changes in everyone of you make my heart ache and feel uneasy. Since all of you have differen saying and ways of seeing things, I have mine too. Anway, I know my stand and I alrdy made up my mind on what and which path to take to gain everyone a win-win situation. I really hope my decision will be right and bring smile to you girls once again.

Love you(:

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I'm panic and urging all my friends to drag me along for CE tok and events b cos my point is..... ZERO! I know, I know, if I dun chiong this year, I will die right! Cos mid of year 2 will be busy alrdy!!! I so panic lo-.- BUT! I've stepped a big step forward, I'm gg to some SCM tok this tues and a event on sat for 3 CE points! HAHAHA. So happy(: At least some improvement. Look forward, look forward and I hope Wei Liang dun PS me on tt day!

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I'm ending my post with... I MISS YOU(:

p/s: I'll start ending my post with "I miss you" everyday until e day i stop missing you. That'll be e day I've given up hope and when I know it's time. *sigh*

Updates!

Weets, jus reached home. Looooong day man, went to sch, crap with Wei Liang, drew and design my gaga dust bin-.- Which made my faci gave me e *$#$%^&?????? look. Damn. 3 man team lehs, what you expect? I'm no pro in Maths! wadever.

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Went out with xw loves after school and had loads of fun crapping, laughing and bonker-ing. Love it! We planning to choose an auspicious date to pon and go woo-la-la e whole day(: HAHAHAHA. Swee oh!

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I MISS YOU TRUCK LOADS! Monday hurry come pls=)

Class W36J

Actually my new class is not as bad as what I've imagine! HAHA. There are some kukus that still love to suan me until I BWG-.-

How can?! I so demure, spare me lehs=X

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Today's presentation for communication was so screwed! Neh neh Wei Liang shoot me lo=X

I'm so random and lazy to blog now.

ADIOS!

Hang it there!

I dun wan to emo because I know I have to be strong to keep the friendship going.



I will never give up on friendship no matter what. NO.

I wish....

I wan back my smile.

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I know everyone of us haven been feeling good lately. Still, I hope all my lovlies will heal their wound and be back to themselves once again.

To My:

小鬼 QiQi - You are great by behaving and looking the way you are. We love you just like this, No changes needed, NO. Whenever you feel down or inferior, think of us, WE LOVE YOU.

宝贝 ah Ting - I know you are not ok, tell me when you're ready. I will be waiting, waiting to share your problems and your "hwee-lings" with you. It hurts to see u in such a state. I miss your true and real laughter. It will be back, I know. We will all find it back for you because we will NEVER leave you.

心肝 Hui Jun - I don't love your smelly face. I wan back my cheerful and loud Hui jun. I believe everyone want you to be who we used to know. Stress you may be but I'm telling you everything will be over soon. No point emo-ing because problems are meant to be resolve. We can solve it together ok! 7 minds are greater than 1=D AI NI LA.

爱人 xw - Kill all e nerds in ur class! HAHA. They don't know e art of laughter. Nvm, we appreciate and we are always ready to go WOO-LA-LA with you! I miss you=) PLS come to sch hor, very irritating lehs when lunch cannot see u. =D

乖女儿 MQ - MIA? Where are you, we miss you.

Long Bean Nisah - You are my pillar of support in class. Stay there if not I will fall! Love you=)

Everyone of you play an important role in my life. I need all of you to motivate me so that I can carry on my life in school. I hope u girls feel the same too. I really appreciate every moment and laughter shared with you girls, believe me, things will change for e better ok! SMILE!

x_x forever!

WHY?

为什么你总是让我欢喜让我悠...

Everyone's doing it!

I feel like cutting my hair short. Everyone had their fringe snapped but I'm letting it grow instead. I wan a new look, new hair style but how? The only way I can think of is snap it short. I know it'll definitely look weird but there's always a first time for everything right? HAHAHA. Anyway, it's jus a thought, I haven done anything to my hair jus yet. =X

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I believe most of us had alrdy checked our class newly scheduled time table? If u haven, jus go to Leo and get it check. My new class will be W36J, same blk and level jus demoted from A to J, haha. I'm really lucky to have Nisah in my class with me! At least I'm not alone? HAHAHA=D Thank god, thank god. Hopefully we'll all still keep in touch regardless of class changed=) Nevertheless, I have no mood for sch at all. I hate changes, i guess I'll need to work on this. Bad habit.

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It's Lantern Festival TOMORROW!!! Had my lantern and I'm only waiting for my aunt to bring back mooncakes, love it! My ah ma is coming over tmr to join us for e festival. So excited. Oh, I din manage to buy my Barney lantern b cos it's way so expensive, $8 lehs. DUN WAN. I bought a squrriel one instead. Pls dun point me as childish, it's a festival! I'm jus enjoying and following e culture act.

p/s: I'm rotting and I really am. I'm reluctant to start sch!

Our Lantern Festival

We were all chatting online when Irene disappear for quite some time and came back with....

THIS!

You tell me, isn't this cute?! I love it to e max=)

妈咪 - Me, Priscilla

亲爱的 - Auntie Ong Hui Jun

Dear - PQ

Ah Ting - Irene herself!

Happy Lantern Festival to all. *huggies*