Mama, will bad dream go away?

Wake up! I'm waiting for e day where i found my smile once again.

I'm waiting for you, waiting for you~

NIGHTMARE

I'm so lost and depressed today, i hate new yr, no new beginning, always bad ones. Why is all e bad happenings coming to me at one go? I cant take such heavy blow, who can?

My new yr resolution? I wan to be happy. SIMPLE, SO PLS GIVE ME TO ME!!

I WAN TO SHOUT FUCK YOU RIGHT AT UR FACE, but fear pull me away.

Happy new yr.

It's time

I dunno if wad I'm gg to do next is right or wrong? I couldn't care any further, no sign of him today. I hate this feeling in me, i wan it to be gone so badly, to e extend that i hope i can dig out my brain & heart, wash it and POOF! everything's gone. Sound childish, i know.

In short, i dun think this shld carry on. BYE

Merry Chirstmas!

RE-HELLO!!!! Aha, *swipe dust* I know it has been months since my last update, busy ma=X Even if i update now, i doubt there will be anyone out there tt will visit my blog still?

Merry Christmas to all my friends, enermy, loves. It's a un-merry christmas for me though. U know, things happen when u least expect it. What to do? Gotta accept it and go on with my life.

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GOOD NEWS!

Ok, i dunno if it is to you but at least, support me alright? I'll be acting in "Perfect Cut 2" which will be casting on March next yr i presume, not so sure yet. Will be meeting e producer this coming sat! *nervous* Hope everything goes well(: Stay tune huh!

DOs and DON'Ts at Polyclinic

-Do be patient and if u have decided to visit e polyclinic instead of GP.

-DO NOT give $50/$100 note to e cashier when ur bill is oni $6.40?! COme on! Dun asume we are god of fortune can?!

-DO NOT allow ur child to run ard e polyclinic like he/she is at e playgrd. THIS IS A POLYCLINIC

-Do smile a little when we ask u qns, we dun owe u $$$.

-DO NOT yell at us when it's not our fault or when u r complaining bout something/someone. We r innocent.


Actually nth much la, very simple do and don't right? I dunno why ppl cannot follow-.- Having some serious prob with my leave now, damn. I foolishly made 2 mistake today, i dump my float(my cashier bag) at e Last counter when I'm at ctr 7(Last ctr). Kana left right up down frm my superior. 2nd thing, left my phone on e table and there my superior came looking for me seeing my phone on my desk-.- SUAY!

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I miss my late night out!!!!!! *roar* I've been homing for weeks.... decomposing soon. Someone date me out plsssssss=(((

Get away trip

I'm planning for a short trip. Always, when come to trips $$$$ is never enuff. Haiya, moaney ah moeny, will u drop frm e sky? *fat hope*

I'm tired of my life here, too much of a routine. I wan to migrate, to where? I dunno. Anywhere but here.

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To ALL my friends, I miss u all still(:

Nth to be afraid of.....

Darn! Must be e weather, polyclinic is so so packed nowadays. Everyday is monday, how sick. Anyway, I've come to think of so many things recently, I wan a change in my life. Not jux smth interesting but A CHANGE.

So.. i made up a list of wad to change:

-Try to love cats and hate dogs
-Try to go everywhere alone
-Try not to be so dependant on my friends
-Try to take bus/mrt than cab

TRY TRY TRY................................................................ AHHHH, I TRY Ok.

My left ring finger got a paper cut today, uber painful!!!!!!!!!! The blood simply spurt out! I almost faint=.= HAHAHA. I M CRAZYYYYY!!!

Bye bye to botty ass! BUAIZ

random

I feel lonely.

It sucks.

Service? I dun think so.

Bad start, bad collegue, bad day. Work was cocky today, had to go for a PMPA course after working hours. Board a cab with a INDIAN taxi driver, at first he was nice THEN! he start to give a sudden break. Nabe, my friend's untouch ice lemon tea toppled-.- Fine, it was our fault but my collegue alrdy apologise for a million times. This is how our conversation goes:

Uncle: U spill ur drinks ah?

Friend: Yah, so sorry, ur break was too sudden.

Uncle(started shouting) : U all in e first place should nt eat in my car! I know u all are eating but dun wan to stop u all, cos i know ppl wun like. Now u see la! I jux had my car wash ytd ok!!!

Friend: Sorry. I alrdy hold onto my drinks but e force was too strong.

Uncle: Dun say sorry la, u all very irresponsible, now say wad oso no use la!!!

I then started talking to my friend in chi, he, e uncle all of e sudden shouted once again.

Uncle: Why?! not happy wan to complain ah?!!! COMPLAIN LA! all u all know is to complain! Go ahead!!!

WAH LAO! $^&*%^# Nabe! I was so angry but keep my mouth shut b cos one, we're rushing, we need his transport, second, I'm in my uniform. So i gt down his name, car plate number and off i go, COMPLAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yah la, e operator very poor thing, kana scolding for no reason. HAHA! I dunno wad happen to e indian man but i dun care anymmore! wooots.

Good day tmr plsss

FUCKING HELL, type so much they tell me connection error.


WELL DONE

Trouble, always trouble

1st day at check out station, cancelled 2 bills in one day. How worse can my monday get? Polyclinic is like a pasar malam today, everone think it's free, pls ppl want things to be cheap yet fast?! Bonkers. Wait, like i was saying, cancellation of bills will affect my apprasel, wad to do? shut up and stuff all e shits into my mouth, yea.

Another thing is we are JCI accredicted, everyone was entitled to 2 extra days of leave tt are to be claim by e end of e yr, now wad? THEY ARE TELLING ME NEW STAFF ARE FUCKING NOT IN TT SCHEME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #$%^&* I was gg ABCDEFG la. I stayed back for EVERY SINGLE row call, was present on e day of JCI, not excused like any other staff, now this?! SUck my toes ok. I'm disappointed. Yea right, nth is perfect.

Gloomy day, cos u din call.

Stress Relief

Phew! Finally auditing's over!! Felt so relieve, no more stress and less row call for every week. I gt this feeling that i am suffering frm "saturday blue" every sat, i would feel depress for no reason. Of cos saturday patients are more nasty and disgusting, yes, they are sick ppl, not physically but their all physco (did i get e speeling right?). Damn.

Did quite alot of things today. Met up with Jissy and yinny today, Ivy choose David over us, ahh tt's for sure. Quick glance at Sammie's and Maissy's blog, catch up, catch up! haha(; I miss all of u, really. I'm planning for a body check up, i think it's all gg hay-wire. HAHA!

Anyway, see u all soon, Loves(:

Recharge

Finally my work place bitch appear! SHIT SHIT SHIT. I seriously hate tt ok, she think BIG of herself, now tt one of my senior is tendering, high hopes of herself getting tt post? FAT HOPE LA!!!! Always want attention when she is helping u, wad kind of shit is this?! WAH LAO, sit beside me some more, IDIOT LA-.-

Job aside, haven been updating my blog recently but my life is empty la. HAHA, how? Plus I'm turning into a pig, EAT, SLP, EAT, SLP, PIGGG LA!

Ok, i wan to slp again, update soon (:

busy busy busy!

Yah, yah, i know my blog is forming dust. I really have gt no time to blog man!!! Dun even have e time to open my lappy, all i can do is bath n slp e moment i reach home. How tiring? Anyway, life has been good, except for those sickening patients i facing almost everyday, FUCK.

I'm getting fatter lehs, i need to exercise!!! Anyone? Badminton, gym, anything will do, jux NOT swimming. HAHA(:

Last and for most, I MISS U GUYSSSS!!! EVERYONE=D

Will try to update my blog more often ok, yea, my life is tt simple.


p/s: Late for 12 days! SHITTT

Busy busy busy!

Yah, yah, i know my blog is forming dust. I really have gt no time to blog man!!! Dun even have e time to open my lappy, all i can do is bath n slp e moment i reach home. How tiring? Anyway, life has been good, except for those sickening patients i facing almost everyday, FUCK.

I'm getting fatter lehs, i need to exercise!!! Anyone? Badminton, gym, anything will do, jux NOT swimming. HAHA(:

Last and for most, I MISS U GUYSSSS!!! EVERYONE=D

Will try to update my blog more often ok, yea, my life is tt simple.


p/s: Late for 12 days! SHITTT

Work like a beee

I'm trying my best to adapt to my new job thus i do not have enough time to update my blog or rather even on e lappy at night=( I mus have miss out so many things, cant even visit all my lovelies blog to do a quick catch up.

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New Job

Coping well, new experience, hoping to gain more experience from there. I'm glad tt I've gt a job to my convenience. HAHA, Clementi Polyclinic, super uber near la! For lazy ppl like me, I'm a clementi ppl=D Ppl there are nice to, so far no bitches, I HOPE NOT.

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Lastly, i miss u guys. I need to turn in soon. Extremely tired=(

Full stop

Today will be my last day in NUS, I'm starting my new perm job at Clementi Polyclinic tmr. Yea, it's super near my place jux across e street. My reason for leaving..... i shall put it as....... boring? I m not into admin work actually, nt a routine person, i need challenges. I get bored over smth really fast, it's bad but i couldn't do much. Moreover, switching to perm job means a better pay and stable income so why not? I can save travel fee some more, plus point=D

I always dislike new enviroment, e feeling is terrible, u know no one, U R ALONE. Most of e staff are malay and i dunno if they are reacist=( I really hope not. Getting nervous, dunno if i could cope at a fast pace enviroment. =DDDD

PATIENT SERVICE ASSOCIATE, Here i come!!!

Somwhere out there

爸爸节快乐 (:

Reunion

I've been trying hard to blog more towards e interesting topics, failed. The reason for being so is I'm very budget thight, gotta pay my aunt a large sum of $$ for some reason and oni working as part time, it's eminently tough thus have been homing for weeks! Show some sympathy la, maybe ask me out but ur treat? HAHA, ok, i was JOKING stingy ass! (I'm NOT referring to anyone here)

Anyway, I'm coping well for now at least I'm able to meet Shin Fatt, Pingg, Law, Ivy, Hee yin for the month. SO happy!!! Weets(:

I miss going out can! It's a disgusting feeling to be home for every weekend=( Trust me, u wouldn't like it. Moreover staying home meaning not touching my lappy as I'm now facing symtoms of "Computer Phobia"=.= Just imagine, I'm always infront of e comp during working hours, would i still want to surf net or rather on e comp at home?

NOOOOO!!!!!

get cramps when i touch my lappy (ok, jux exaggerating)=XX

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Yea, i know, I'm getting more n more random. FORGET IT LA!

Quizzzz

1.Give a random lyric from a song
I hate myself for loving u~


2.Do you think you're approachable?
Yup



3.How do you feel about the person who posted this b4 u?
I duno her well.



4.Do you regret doing anything this week?
Yea, alot.



5.Last awkward moment?
Yesterday while having lunch with our director.



6.Name 3 things everyone knows about you
-Stupid
-Idiotic
-Fat


7.Who are you missing?
Xiang Jun, she's not free for me anymore-.-



8.What do u think abt having sex in the day?
Not for me



9.Name someone you know whose name begins with a B
Benji



11.Have you been pressurize to do anything recently?
No



12.Do you think the concept of phonesex is stupid?
YES, EXTREMELY.


13.How many kids do you want?
Not even sure if i'm getting married



14.Name something you wouldn’t want to buy/used
Nothing




15.What makes you happy at this moment?
Still alive


16.What colour are your eyes?
grey, with contacts



18.Do you have your wisdom teeth?
all fully grown and nicely lined



19.What side of the bed do you sleep?
middle



21.Would you rather go camping or to a camping?
None



22.When did you last cry?
Quite some time ago



25.What's your worst habit?
Say e food taste awful infront of e chef, very bad



27.Who's the last person you hugged?
Benji



32.If you could own a non-traditional pet, what would it be?
Dinosaur?



34.Would you rather feel pain or be numb?
Numb



35.Do you find it easier to forgive or forget?
Forgive


37.Would you ever stay with someone just because you doesn't want to break their heart?
Yes



38.Have you ever taken anyone/anything for granted?
Yea, always.



39.Do you hate being alone?
Not anymore



40.Has anyone ever broken your heart?
Yes to a million times.

I'm feeling grouchy

wadever, correct me

Thoughts

i dun go with my style, i let my style flow in me.

U make me think other wise.

Drop down n relax

Have been running errands recently, almost everywhere in Singapore, exhausted. Thus I'm on half day ytd and we (Me n my aunt) decided to try e Fish Spa at Upper Cross Street, Nibbles.

It's a pretty good experience, once ur feet is in there, all e teethless fish will swin to u and nibble ur dead skin, NO PAIN! Ticklish at first but after a few mins it's a pure enjoyment(: Worth a try.

To know more, http://www.nibbles.com.sg/

Ponder & wonder

Not friends anymore?

BIAS PPL SUCK MY TOES

Haven been blogginjg for days. My life is in a mess or rather, my thoughts. I've come to a decision. Despite all e hard work i've put in all these years, I know, my dreams will never come true.

I shall now label it "hobbies" instead of "dreams".

AHHHH random.

In short, i m ending my entertainment line.

Cheers!! =D


p/s: I know my heading has gt nth to do with e blog content, i jux wan to type tt. Excuse me.

NOT THE HAPPY

We had steamboat at home ytd, sound very new yr-ish, i know. Then we played MONOPOLY!!!!!!

Jie jie wo super nt happy la, my family all ba-gat bully me cos i was e oni one tt has not touch MONOPOLY since my pri sch time so obviously i cannot remember how to play. I was e 2nd to go bankrupt, very impressive alrdy. This stupid game demoralise me lehs, how to become an entreprenuer like tt? Open a business within 1 mth i will go BANKRUPT-.-

SIAN a million times.

We had a good laugh thou XOXOXOXOXO

OH yah yah!!! Everyone feel happy for me plsssss, i've gt a WII at home!!! LALALALALA (ok, i know it's childish to type "LALALALA" on ur blog, who cares? I LIKE.) woooo, i'm so random=X Back to topic, WII, like so fun la. I played for e first day and i gt this serious muscle cramp for e next. RIDICULOUS lehs, best exercise ever.

WTF

I left my HP at home today. -.-

How forgetful can tt be?

My mood sucks today, I'm ear ring-less

XXX

Ivy's Birthday

Celebrated Ivy's Bdae on 8th May, Thursday at Fish & Co. Helleva fun la! Here's a vedio to share with u how embarrassed she is.

Happy Belated Birthday Ivy!

Lotsa love(:

p/s: Horrible laughter i've gt out there, excuse me ok, i know i'm cunning=X and i din know i sucks at singing Birthday song lah! No one ever tell me, awwww.

=P

I'm playing hide and seek with Dr. Love

Miss Bao Ga Liao

WAH LAO! I din know i had a super or wonder woman face, I am handling all e "sai gang" (shit work) lehs. During school days, I'm e shit collector now tt i'm with one leg into e working society, I'm a shit collector still!

Here's a summary of wad i did today:

• Draft an email to arrange a meeting at Dean's Office
• Make reservation at River View Hotel (Boss gg lunch with all e profs. RICH MAN).
• Decorate Btech Notice Board (Back to sec sch? Uh!!)
• Checked financial statement
• Exam Duty (OMG)
• Counter duty (Colleuge on duty LS and went hm)
• On for a meeting for next week's event.
• A very serious case to handle. (I'll blog it once it's settled)

It's very irritating can?! Any Extra time waste will end up to OT, i dun wan.

I WAN A NOT SO ROUTINE JOB PLSSSS.

anger

Adults dun understand wad we're thinking, I'm SURE abt this.

WO HAO WEI QU AHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Private

I've set my blog to private, I dun need unwanted attention in my blog. This is where i vent my anger and share my semi-personal life with my friends, i really mean FRIENDS, not you not my relatives not even my family.

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I've decided, I'll take up Japanese language class, i dun wan to waste a yr jux like tt, instead of jus working, I'm gg for courses=D

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Today is my Ivy mian bao's bdae!!! Welcome to e YOUNG adults category. Stay pretty ok(:

Family meeting

It's a serious issue. My family held a meeting ytd, my grandma couldn't tahan my China auntie any longer, she blew up, ytd. The atmosphere was stiff, silence every now n then, she did not fight back, she lept quiet while my mom, small auntie n grandma qns her like a criminal. They are concerned, i know, i could not bring myself to look at her but i know she is tearing, badly. I pity her, for once, i dun hate her for being a China dog (no offence to others, tt's how i call them, personal opinion) My family are not against her, they're concerned, i can see frm their eyes. The meeting went on for an hr, she din hiss a word.

Will e meeting bring a better enviroment in e coming future? I doubt so, e meeting is useless.

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Today I'm gg for my ITE graduation Ceremony. I hope for e best to happen, erm, some of u might know wad i mean.

KAYOU CITY CABBY

Went to collect my long over due O level Cert. I then decided to take a cab back to NUS for work so i board onto this city cab waitng at e lobby (my biggest mistake).

A friendly uncle at first but soon his over friendly-ness annoyed me and i begin to not respond to his question until...

*Note: below conversation are all chinese translated to english

Driver: WAH LAO EH! This driver kayou one la, dunno how to drive. CONFIRM LADY DRIVER, ALL GONG GONG ONE.

Me: How sure r u? Male driver not gong mehs?

Driver: (flabbing his arms like a butterfly) No no no, cannot be!

Throughout e whole journey, he kept saying "KAYOU" like dunno how many neh neh times la. Wad pisses me off is this, his thunder voice is way louder than mine so obviously he cant hear my instructed direction and with a ZOOM! he goes all e way straight instead of making a left turn. -.- I WAS FURIOUS!!!

Driver: haiyo, u nv say properly, instruction mus say way b 4 i turn ma.

Me: Uncle, u complain complain complain, i gt chance to tok mehs? I said turn left at e round abt 3 times alrdy.

Driver: EH! dwn here hard to U turn, u drop here!

HELLO! i m not jk lo, e building he dropped me was way far far away frm my engineering faculty, Sun is blazing hot some more, if i have to walk such a long distance, why bother taking a cab in e first place?! so i hand him $4 instead of e meter price, $5.20.

Me: I only have $4 with me, no cash, atm very far. NAH, u take $4 can alrdy. U r e most kayou driver. With a slammed on e door, i walked off.

Yah, I use e same logic he gave me. BULLSHIT.

p/s:Govt highly encourage e society to give e elderly a chance but wad kind of attitude they gave us? LOW CLASS.

BROKE AH!

Gotta be so broke, 2 of my cousins getting married at such a close date. 1 just passed on e 26th (last sat) e other is coming in June. Both held in 5 stars hotel, u tell me, die or not?! $100 per person can!!! HEartache like shit. For all you know, i'm paying for me n my mom, it's nv good to be a young adult-.- $200 jux fly off to eat some 3 course dinner, why? Cos e food is horrible! I only ate 3 out of 9 courses, how great? $200 i can eat a big feast inviting friends with me some more. So sick.

We're living in HDB flats not private estates. The best was my cousin's mom, she called to inform my ah ma they will only accept n invite ppl tt will give $80 n above, what's all this?! Marriage is not abt money, it's e blessing tt matter isn't it? I seriously dunno wad's wrong with human's mind now, we're turning into a "monster".

I cant hold on any loger, i need a break.

ARGHHHH

My tagboard is missing again, can u see it? Or was it just me? I'm so pissed man, it's e dunno how many neh neh time alrdy!

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I'm on half day today for a stupid reason, clear time-off. So instead of gg home straight which i think tt's jux gonna ruin my time-off thus i m gg orchard with my 2nd aunt! =DDDDD Ok, e thing is i'm somehow quiteeee broke. I spent $100 at The Face Shop ytd. It's not intentional, i picked items that i wan/need (I'm not spending it uselessly ok) anyway e reason for it to cost a bomb is my face mask. I've been having terrible outbreak on my forehead recently hence i'm dying to look for mask to cure it, hopefully. TADA! i bought 10 herbal mask at $50-.- HAHAHA. The rest are all random items, mascara, blusher ~~~~. All these are enuff to get me a membership of The Face Shop! HAHAHA, i'm happy at first but e feeling soon disappear when she told me "You can enjoy a 5% off for every visit" Chey! 5% only.

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RP replied my appeal letter, It goes like this:

We regret to inform u tt all the classes are filled AT E MOMENT(wad's tt?)

We wish u all e best in ur future.

It's frm e principal. GAH~ Anyway Thanks to them, their reply dun sound convincing at all.


SHIT's FALLING.

???

I'm thinkiing of wad to blog, i really cant come out with anything.

My life is jux work, slp n eat. -.-

CUTEEEE

This kid frm my neighbourhood labelled Yang yang (My neighbour basically) He is awesomely adorable! Especially when he open his mouth and call me "bully jie jie" -.- Sounds retarded thou, i gt this name ever since i force him to say sorry to me for stepping on my toes. HAHAHA! Aiya, i know i'm childish, so wad? I jus refuse to grow up, tt's all. =D

He came over to my place to play ytd, uberly cute la~~~ when u hug him, he feels jux like marshmallow. WEEEETS. I love him to pieces.

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I'm in deep shit, i have not pay e fees for e last sem of my ITE. =XXX I'm being threaten can? They say if i dun pay up by today = no cert. In another words, i'll have to bear with my lousy O level cert for e rest of my life!? No way.

I'll pay. -.-

Heaven to hell

Argh!!!! I'm back to sit with my boss again, no more youtubing cos he will nagged for hours! What's more? no time to MSN alrdy=( He will be "eyeing" on me, in a negative way. HAHAHA.

I MISS YOUTUBING AND LAUGHING WHILE STARING ON E SCREEN.

XXX

Smile please?

U bring laughter to my life, always.

I hope u r mine, i wan to keep u forever.

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I detest ppl tt ignore my msges and I mean it.

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Happen to bump into one of my friend tt shared e same line as me (entertainment line) She has become prettier but somehow, bimbotic? I duno, i cant recognise her, not anymore. We had a short chat, i realise how much she has change frm a innocent/naive kid to a money-sense 17 yr old teens. She told me this "Nv go for guy with looks cos they are poor and pathetic kids. Find someone tt is rich, nevermind bout e age cos all u wan is his money anyway. U DO THIS FOR UR OWN GOOD." I swear when she say this, there's fire in her eyes. ok, sounds exaggerating thou=X
But hello! she's oni 17. *sigh*

Money is e root to all evil.

Hit & drown

Poly-less.

System down

My gpa is 2.8.... still. Die la, sweet goodbye to poly. Job, job! i need a job=(

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haven been updating lately, LAWRENCE SIOW JUN HOW complained my blog is boring. I've gt no choice, i lead a boring life, my whole life is jux me, myself and I. Wad to blog? U wun wan to hear me whine about small things yea? Moreover, there's just so many things I cant write here, cos YOU are reading. HAHA(: Be more personal huh.

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My boss sent me for a course today and tmr, "Skills on Customer Service" It's more on how we shld dress when meeting clients but hello! NUS dun need this do we? Am i in e right course? I wonder *roll eyes* The sad thing is i'm in this shit with e China dog. How nice, Thanks boss.

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Till now, i duno wad i wan in life, very bad. I'm alrdy 20 and still bahving like a 2 yr old kid. I'll die if i continue to be in this way. I need a light to e path i'm leading. SHIT LA

S pop Hurray

S POP Hurray was a success, saw various Taiwanese Singers like Elva, Lee Sheng Jie & Xiao Jing Teng, I made lots of new friends too(: Somehow, it's still quite boring towards e end thus we ALL went off ard 1015pm, right after Elva's performance.

I will post up a more detailed post soon.

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Suffering from stomach flu, sadistic case. See u guys soon(:

Jamming in

I'm invited to e Spop Hurray Final (live), so friggin excited! Awww.

萧敬腾, I'm coming~

*scream, hop and fly!*

I dunno if it is but i find it funny. I was browsing through Friendster just minutes ago, e more i see Eve's bf, Colin, e more i find him familiar. Pri sch friends? I dunno, i remembered me having a friend name Colin when i was young, in Peiying Pri School. SO! I text Eve to checked if her guy was frm PY pri sch. Eve reply was:

Eve: My guy now in NS le.. hee.. i dun think he'll be in pri school.

OMG! She mistaken me for asking if her guy was as young as 12 yrs old! I cant deny, EVELYN is definitely e cutest(:

p/s: Even if it's not funny, laugh ok! haha.

Fairness

Fair? Nothing is fair, NO ONE will ever treat everyone equally. BIASNESS is a common issue, that's wad seems so UNFAIR!

Just because i'm a tiny winy PART-TIMER doesn't mean i have no rights to stand up for my right. Whatever it is, no matter wad status u r holding, we're all humans. Cant figure out why my boss can let her take her fucking own sweet time to finish up her work whereas I have to finish my 3pm TODAY!? The thought of it make me furious and sick.

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Shut e fuck up if u dunno me well, dun kick an ass like u know wad's gg on? I LOST TRUST IN U, friends? Bullshit, nth is forever. I finally know who n what u ppl are.

I DUN GIVE A DAMN. FUCK OFF N CRY!

Emo week

I'm not worthy

What am i?

What Priscilla Lim Xi Xi Means

You are influential and persuasive. You tend to have a lot of power over people. Generally, you use your powers for good. You excel at solving other people's problems. Occasionally, you do get a little selfish and persuade people to do things that are only in your interest. You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something. You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense. You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong. You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know. You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do. You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily. You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind. A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable. You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow. You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily. Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality. You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated. You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want. You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way! You are incredibly sexy and sensual. You have a naughty vibe that no one can ignore. You have an unquenchable desire. And you are unrestrained in your passions. You have a tendency to be unfaithful. Whether you fight it or give in to it is up to you.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

p/s: Quite true? I'm such a great person! woooooo(:

Free like??

Anything! I'm not working, not schooling-.- FREE LEHS. Meet up with Saufi earlier to watch Ah Long Pte Ltd but the tix were all sold out! Just then we realise it's school holidays for e sec n pri schoolers. *frown* THEY ARE EVERYWHERE, yes, dress like ginna, tok like ginna, smell like ginna, behave like ginna, now then i realise i was once like them. OMG! I tot our dressing were so in trend at tt time, never never did i notice... so dumb lo=.=

Tok big, act big, act mature? Hello! jie jie wo is trying so hard to look young and u ppl are acting like an "ADULT"? wait, wait till u reach 20. HAHAHAHAHAHA!

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I'm so use to depend on others, friends, family etc to an extend tt i don't even know how to deposit a cheque. DIE. It's time for me to be on my own, learn n see things in a much higher and different view.Repay time(:

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Spoken to my mom and auntie ytd bout getting a job in e night life industry, part-time pls. I feel tt there's a need to try on diff stuff when u're still entitled to, once u step into e true society, tt is it, U're stuck at e same job scopes. I dun wan tt to happen to me, right Sam?

p/s: I'm excited for our chalet! Are you? Weeeet(:

GRADUATED!

OFFICIALLY GRADUATED FRM CLEMENTI ITE, the hell school.

I see no point in blogging bout how i feel bout ITE, since most of my frens have done so, i decided to give it a miss. Nth to blog abt thou, everything's bad. Why keep bad memories with u to make ur life thougher? haha.

I pray to god, i wan to further my studies plssss.

Dimming lights

I'm so near to freedom, so near. Da jie jux called and said "Have u hand in our PIC PBL4"? My heart sank, jaw dropped, eyes widen.........

WHAT THE FUCK?!

I'm here, at home, rushing projects once again-.-

PRISCILLA AH PRISCILLA, u brought this upon urself? Aiyo eh.

1 more to go

I'm panicking, access exam is on fri, i've dump all e knowledge back to my lecturer, gotta suck in everything in 2 days time! possible? For me, NO. Die die mux get an A for this, i cant afford any tiny winy crack and result in my GPA dropping. CANNOT!

Flash was good, jux pray i'd get a good grade for tt. PLSSSSSSSS=)

The terrorist is making me, my family and singapore go crazy! It has been 6 or 7 days? Where is he? Some say he's no longer in Singapore, some say he knows "Black Magic", make himself invisible and POOF! he's back to his hometown. I dunno, everything seems possible now, jux dun BOMB us pls, Singapore is so small, a small pisai bomb can tear us down. I admit, i'm horrified. BLAH~ His pictures are EVERYWHERE!

Starting work tmr, since most of my frens has no time for me. My plan was to catch up with my sec sch or pri sch frens, i've been missing out lately due to my heavy projects workload. I'm somehow quite free now and my lovely Crystal told me she is working! DUH-.- If only my time is more flexible, if only $$$ would drop down frm e sky then i'll have hell lots of time for evveryone! Weeeeeet(:

Done or not done?

I m now partially graduated frm ITE. Gg sch on mon to do my final presentation, FLASH.


HURRAY!

Miss....

Hello my frens, let me do a final introduction of myself. I'm priscilla and u can call me...

• Miss dumbo
• Miss idiot
• Miss stupid
• Miss fat
• Miss ugly
• Miss shiit collector
• Miss hypocrite
• Miss EMO

HAHAHA. Yea, tt's all for e moment. This is nth but CRAP! RANDOMNESS has filled me! *sighs*

Idiot wanna be

I wanna be singapore IDIOT! =(

U think u r $@#%, dun u?

Sometimes, toking sense to u wun work. In another words, nth works for u.

H.O.P.E.L.E.S.S?

I dunno if this is e word for u.

No other strong word, no more.

Deep thoughts (Emo post ahead)

Hang out with Law n Xiang Jun till 6am this morning. Jux woke up nt long ago, tlk abt lots of stuff. Life, depression, feelings, relationship................. i guess i jux dunno wad i an still? W/o a specific goal in my life and jux carry on day by day aimlessly.

Ever wonder why is life in such a routine? why izit so boring? Wad are there e rich n e poor? why must an apple be called an apple and nt "elppa"? WHY? WHY? WHY? Hahaha. My emoism is acting up again. I wan to be a kid, always a kid, acting stupid and naive, having all ppl ard u to give in to u and say "oh come on, she's still young". Kid dun have to worry bout anything, all they do is eat, slp and play. Growing old is nth, it's when u need to solve those non-stop upcoming problems in life tt make u miserable. U understand, u learn, u think. Adults can no longer say wad they wan to say, act silly like a clown and enjoy e shower of love by ppl ard u.

Jux smile, think and carry on with life. (:

Chalet on end March

Can i have e attention of all my gong-tooters!? I've booked a chalet on 28/03/08 to 30/03/08. It's a weekend chalet. Your participation is greatly appreciated but can i request for the money to be transferred to my account by this fri? As u see, it's my aunt tt booked e chalet on our behalf cos she is a NTUC member thus it's much cheaper to get a chalet tt way. The total amt paid was $198, can i round it off to $200? haha. I m nt sure of who is gg still, it is impossible for me to calculate how much each has to pay. SO! can i get Miss IVY YIEW to lias with me asap? hahaha, my aunt wants to see ka-ching! weeeet(:

Oh, pls plan smth for e chalet? I dun wan it to be a boring one=X Shall we orgainse a meet up session to discuss?

School days

Last semester is ending soon. I've applied for poly courses but doubt i can get one, my gpa is oni 2.8 for 3rd sem. I m so hard up for a course la cos i dun wish to work jus yet. I'm gonna pray hard, very hard to get into any poly tt wan me=) HAHAHA.

PRAY FOR ME OK!




p/s: I'm farking lost after tt day=/

School days

Valentine Day

This yr is rather quiet? I dunno, din see many loving sticky couples lehs. Lesser ppl holding flower to show off oso=X Economy again? haha. Oh, i saw a couple cuddling near a see saw, ok, i know calling a playground "see saw" sounds kiddish but tt's how my mom taught me to say it! I love it till now, SEE SAW SEE SAW! haha. Uh, like i was saying.... Couples at SEE SAW, they were nt cuddling like i imagine, quarrelling instead! Gosh, i mean, come on, it's valentine day, it's a day tt all couples shld enjoy n spend their best/romantic night together nt crying n whining at e see saw? If oni i could understand wad r they quarrelling abt..... blabbering in Malayu, i cant understand a single bit=(

It was then i start to imagine my own scenario like e ger was making a fuss over her guy bringing her to a see saw on valentine n not some where more romantic! No flowers some more? HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. At tt moment, i swear i was laughing so hard la! It's wrong to laugh when some one is feeling e opposite but i cant help it. Ohhhh, valentine. Waste of Value n time=X

Anyway, Happy Valentine's Day to all my frens.

p/s: Daddy, (Alan) Thank you for e present and hope u had a enjoyable night(: Love u.

EBP, projects, lalalalala

I know NUTS about e report la. HOW~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I m so desperate now! Hopping ard like mad, dunno where n how to start. I've been staring hard at e comp screen hoping some wild ideas will come across my mind so much so tt i can start? I jux need to know how to start, gosh, i wan e bell in my kuku head to ringgg. DING DONG!~

Lunatic, yes, looney looney=X So many things to handle in such a short period of time, impossible-.-

-EBP Report to be done by 25/02/08 (80% mux be done by tmr, Faris say... we've drag way too long)
-PIC presentation on Monday, 18/02/08
-PIC ppt by Sun day plssss, hopefully.
-F~L~A~S~H!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! by 22/02/08. do fairy exist? I hope.
-Access retest (unconfirm)

It's all within these 2 weeks, busy busy busy!

p/s: Happy Birthday to all humans today, it's e 7th day of Chinese New yr! weeeeeet. My ah ma forget to buy fish for my e "yu sheng" OMG! so... we're on vegetarian today=) hahaha. "Yu sheng" w/o fish. DIAO~

Feelings

Izit really hard to tell a person how u dislike her/him?

CNY mood, no more

SIAN AHHHHHHH!!!

Lesser ang bao this yr, wad happen? Economy bad mehs? hahaha, quite a number of $2 ones. Wah, i very realistic right=X who dun wan more ang bao money? u dun? Give urs to me then. Anyways, this yr is a super tiring yr, usually family and frens will do visiting at my place for 2 days but this yr 4 days w/o rest! wad to do? I'm too cute to resist, everyone's here for me=XXXX *hops ard* haha.

Din have a good chat with my sec frens when they came on sat, shall meet up and gossip ok?! Loves loves(: I love CNY, apart frm all those nonsense n non-creative qns asked by my relatives again n again each n every yr. DUH~

Today is a back to sch/work day, not for all, most i think. RELUCTANT LA! Had headache due to......... over consume of almond chocolates, so yummy. FAT PIG ALRDY. HAHAHAHA. I've gt projects to be done n hand in, so busy, e oni thing i look forward to is graduation, like finally. YAY(:

p/s: I've gt this funny queasy feeling and i hate it. Go away plsssss, slping wun help. =(

Random

U dun have to be loved to love.

Happy NEW YR to all(: and a advance valentinesssssss!

WADEVER.

LOST

Ever wonder how it feels to get lost in ur own country n gotta hide ur pride and ask ur fellow citizen, "Excuse me, may i know where is e so and so MRT station"? Let me tell u, it's all shits n embarrassment. How can a singaporean tt has been living in Singapore for friggin 20 yrs get LOST?! Yah la, yah la, i admit i'm dumb n has totally no sense of direction. My God, i'm gonna learn to know e roads n way better now, this shall add on to my New Yr Resolutions. I will try not to slp so much while taking transport. HAHA.

Apart frm tt, i'm so much better than those ppl tt act as if they know where is e MRT station n give me North South East West direction? Hello, I'm nt gonna like kill u if u tell me politely tt u're nt sure of e location urself cos a idiot wun laugh n point finger at another idiot right? So why are these ppl acting smart? -.- *shrug* I spend a whole 1 hr walking with heels jux to search for e 1 n only Lavendar MRT in singapore. E best was this, i approach this auntie n she was so kind to advice me to head for Bugis station instead of Lavendar cos it's so much nearer frm where i m now. Of cos my next qns was, "so how do i get there"? Guess wad's her reply? .......... "I'm nt very sure either". Then how e hell she know i m nearer to BUgis station?! If weren't for her politeness, i would have scoldeded nabe. I mean it makes no sense to me AT ALL. Thus, i decided to keep my trust for myself. ALAS!!! I found bus No. 7 ! I'm nt so stupid afterall(:

In e end, i spent two n a half hours jux to get hm frm Lavendar which a normal journey will oni take me 17mins. @#&*!#%$

Touching message, pls read.

妻子是个小尾巴，我走到哪里她都要问到哪里。我厌烦，她却乐此不疲。
可是，这个小尾巴却在那个下着大雨的深夜永远消失了……我的心情非常难过，内心充满了内疚和痛楚，我无法原谅自己的过错。

结婚那天，老婆用买戒指的钱给我买了一款手机。那天夜里，我们两人在被窝里一遍遍地调试着手机的响铃。
我们觉得，生活就像这铃声，响亮、悦耳，充满着憧憬和希望。

从那天开始，我常常接到她的电话：'老公，下班了买点菜回家。'
'老公，我想你，我爱你。'
'老公，晚上一起去妈妈家吃饭。'
我的心里十分温暖。有一次，我忘了给手机充电，又恰好陪领导到基层，应酬到半夜才回到家，推开房门一看，我发现老婆早已哭红了眼睛。

原来从我下班时间开始，她每隔一刻钟就打一次电话，我都不在服务区。老婆更加着急，总以为发生了什么意外，后来每隔十分钟打一次，直到我推开家门，她刚把话筒放下。
我对老婆的小题大做不以为然：'我又不是小孩子，还能出什么事情？'
老婆却说有一种预感，觉得我不接电话就不会回来了。
我拍拍老婆的脑袋，笑了：'傻瓜！'
不过，从此以后我一直没有忘记及时给手机充电。

后来我升了职，有了钱，手机换了好几个。突然有一天，我想起欠着老婆的那枚戒指，便兴冲冲地拉她去商厦。 可是她又犹豫了，说：'白金钻戒套在手指上有什么用啊？给我买个手机好吗？我可以经常跟你联系。
'于是我就给她买了一个手机。那天，我们一个在卧室，一个在客厅，互相发着短信息，玩得高兴极了。

一天夜里，我和同事到朋友家玩牌，正玩在兴头上，老婆打来了电话：'你在哪里？怎么还不回家？'
夫：'我在同事家里玩牌。'
妻：'你什么时候回来？'
夫：'待会儿吧。'
输了赢，赢了输，老婆的电话打了一次又一次。外面下起了大雨，老婆的电话又响了：'你究竟在哪里？在干什么？快回来！'
夫：'没告诉你吗？我在同事家玩，下这么大的雨我怎么回去！'
妻：'那你告诉我你在什么地方，我来接你！'
夫：'不用了！'
一起打牌的朋友都嘲笑我'妻管严'，一气之下，我把手机关了。天亮了，我输得两手空空，朋友用车子把我送回家，不料家门紧锁，老婆不在家。

就在这时，电话响了，是岳母打来的，电话那头哭着说：“她深夜冒着雨出来，骑着自行车，带着雨伞去我同事家找，找了一家又一家，路上出了车祸，再也没有醒来。”
我打开手机，只见上面有一条未读留言：'你忘记了吗？今天是我们的结婚周年纪念曰呀！我去找你了，别乱跑，我带着伞！'

她走在找我的路上，永远不会再醒来了。我泪流满面，一遍遍看着这条短信息，我觉得那一个晚上我输了整个世界。

老婆去世已经3个月，可我仍然无法从噩梦中醒来，我不想工作，整曰消沉萎靡，并且一次次想到了陪她而去……

转贴此文章的目的，就是要大家都学会珍惜！不要让爱你的人受到一丝一毫的伤害！不要等到失去了，才痛不欲生！

如果，你感动了，就请顶一下，不要让它沉下去。。让更多的人看到它！让更多的人学会珍惜！珍惜自己的所爱。

世界上没有後悔药！

R u touched? Learn to treasure ur love ones everyday, u wun know when is ur last time saying "i love you" to them(:

p/s: Those tt cant understand chinese try seeking help frm chinese frens? hahaha. I'm lazy to translate=X

Terrible term

Hell loads of projects! OMG-.- How to survive? I'm going senile, why cant i have a good new yr intsead? *roll eyes*

I've yet to shop for my new yr clothes, wad to do? Tied up with all e proj n work, had to juggle time here n there. Shaggg.

Cross Key party

Hello hello!! here are SOME of e photos we took on e 25/01/2008 night. A very happy Belated Birthday to me and a Advance Birthday to Wenting(:

All my frens are such a cam-whore, serious. They took 107 photos in less than 5 hrs time!!!! OMG. Poor me has gtta like resize it 1 by 1, as u can see i oni posted photos with my face, haha, nt all actually, most. This is MY blog ok, so wad i say count.

PICTURESSSS TIME(:

Let's start off with ZO ZO ah soh with her uber ah soh-ish expression.
TADA!!!


All time fav, zoe ah soh.

That's our bdae cake (me n ting) Extremely upsize meal

Happy Birthday!

Zoe n Ah law.

p/s: Law claims tt he is one of e guy in Xing Gunag Si Shao

OMG la, how thick skin? HAHA. But i love him tt way(: WEEETS

"Princess" and e Peassss. =XX

Aren't they compatible? LOLS

It's complicated-.-

Me, QH n ting.

p/s: QH look rather annoyed?

Long lost brothers? Twins?

Who say frens cant look alike? They do!!!

It's Deneng n Hua Jie(:

We're drfinately nt sisters. If we are, "our" mom

muz be bias? haha.

Me, Wei Xiang n Ting.

Me, Alan n Ting

Me, Law n Ting.

That's me n didi, Mark. We r e "KL-ers".


Me, Ka wing n Ting.

Me, Cino n Ting.


Justin n Me(:

He made me laugh so badly.

SEE! QH jux refuse to take a nice pic with me=.=


This is e best evidence, he looks fine with wt

but wth happen to my pic with him?-.-


Smileeee.

We love Da jie.

Wanping n Eldric


Notice deneng behind?


Deneng is posing again!

And AGAIN!!! he's so a cam-whorer=X

Women hood=D

My auntie, thanks to her for organising and all.

GREATLY appreciated.

Me n A Bao Jie

Me n Lan sis

We all 1 yr older!

Mom n us

Love forever(:

Having u guys are great!

I want tt burger!!! HAHAHA. *drools*

"helpers" of e day. The party wouldn't turn out great w/o them.

LOVES(:

I really love my 20th birthday. It's jux another yr older, no big deal ehs. Thank you all for coming(: LOVE U PPL, ALL OF U!!!