I m living in pool of shits

I'm tired of quarreling, how i wish time could be rewind? How many of u wish tt to happen? I m so relunctant to grow up, if growing up means more probs.. why grow up? My family is jux perfect at e outside n rotten, ugly n doubly disgusting inside. No one can ever understand how i grow up in such enviroment. "I waish to have ya mom" "Ya aunt so gOod" wadever, say all u wan to say. U think i bother? Oni i knoe wad m i suffering. I m trap between mom n aunt, greatest nightmare. Every move i made mux be well plan ahead, shld there be smth wrong, I M DEAD. NOT THEM OK. I, ME n MYSELF. My life, i blame my life. You dUnno e whole thing frm inside out.. sO SHUT UP.