F for?

F for friends?
F for foes?
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F for FUCK?

why m i always e one trying to organise meet up session so much so tt our friendship wun jux vanish as days went by. It takes 2 hands to clap, i see no effort put in, no one is trying except me. I hate orgainsing, i m bad at it. YES, DAMN BAD. I see no point for me to act like a stupid fool. It's always hard to ask someone out nowadays, all u get is a sms "sorry, i'm busy" "I have gt things to settle, sorry." WAD CAN A SORRY DO? why can i accomodate with my friends and they cant?! I'm being too nice? HAHAHAA! I m nv nice in thier eyes la. CAN CAN?

I always say i'm on 24/7 standby mode when my friends need me. AM I BEING TOO FREE OR WAD. I guess no one needs me. SHUT UP PRILA! AND FUCK OFF.