Losing end?

Despite my late night slping and all, i woke up at 7am today still. Wad? The power of MONEY! haha, as i'm stepping nearer to e society, i fear my lac of income. There's jux too many things i've gt to pay but dollar notes are disappearing frm my life! Godness, i need help in managing my ka-ching, its really flowing away meaninglessly-.-

Finish "visiting" all my loves blog(sammie, cryss, maissy and eve) I sense my distance with them is always there. NO NO! listen, i feel it. Maybe it's merely because of our diff sch and life tt we 're leading? I dunno. I hate myself for nt being able to be there no doubt of sorrows and happiness tt u guys are gg through. I need someone to confide in, who do i go to? Ivy and hee yin are jux missing frm my life. Wad's wrong? Can i have a advance birthday wish, to have all my Gong-toot gang back? and want back those days tt we hang out after sch and spend more time gossiping at e usual table in e canteen than studying. HAHA. Yes, back to those naive days where we go ard "diao-ing" each other's XXX in front of e sec 4 guys to gain attention. Childish, but are all memories aren't they? Going back in time wun help, i know tt will nv happen again,we've to move on with our life. Gong-toot gang consist of 9 ppl. Now, i hardly see any occasion tt make our heat work as one. Not even our own BEST frenz bdae. I'm rather disappointed.

I'm nt being negative. No, i really hope tt we can hang out once again jux like b 4, even for a short few mins, i'm contented. Really. (:

I'll never forget, Our strong frenship once exist.