Izit the end?

Everything will end by saturday. No more nightmares, no more non-stop quarreling, bombing, crying and swearing. Hope so.

I seriously dunno what's going on in my life. I feel so frustrated for things that are small or when my friends are joking with me. I cant take jokes no more, again, I feel that life has abandoned me. I hope fairy tales once exist so that i could make a wish upon a star, it comes true OR my story will ends with "Happily ever after". Pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

When I'm down, I search for a source of hope, a means to live, something or even someone to rely on and someone who can cheer me up by his or her little actions. BUT WHERE IS THE SOMEONE?! WHAT IS THE SOMETHING?! I wonder. I'm on my own. It is not scary to be an orphan. It is really terrible and sacry to be a half-orphan I may say.

My wish, I wish, I wish, I wish to have back my once upon happy family.