I'm home today, din went for lesson. Had fever, 38.7 degree celsius. Head spinning, no one's home, I need a mom. For a moment, I feel lost and very paranoid. Since I'm home, went to pop by all my friend's blog it was only when I read Irene's blog.... Her post on her day out with her mom made me cry like a kid begging for candy. Those memories of me and my mom jus flash back like it nv did, I really miss her alot. I couldn't recall when is e last time I've say the word mama. I miss calling you, I miss chatting with you, I miss discussing my life, my plans, my future with you, I miss looking at u when you're slping................. I REALLY MISSS YOU.
You have always been a wonderful mom before all the craps started. You brought laughter to my life, you coax me when I'm sad, you're e only 1 that never leaves me when I feel lonely, you never reject my date, you accompanied me to places I wan to even if you're not interested. You show up for every movie after you long day of work, you would rather slp in the cinema while i enjoy the movie rather than asking me to go alone. You enjoy every moment with me, So so I. You are alwasy there, no matter rain or shine...
I dun hate you for what you did to me, jus pure disappointment.
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p/s: SHE IS NOT DEAD HOR PLSS.
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