Why so?

I see no light. No future in my life. Everything is screwed and I'm lost, once again. Keep crying and crying and crying. If crying can make me feel better, I would rather turn blind. I tried, it nv help.

YOU TURN MY LEFT UPSIDE DOWN. I wish i nv met u and u nv entered my life, at all.

我多么希望我们的相遇只是一场梦。。也该是时候让我醒过来了。