Have u ever has this feeling that alot has been gg thru ur mind but u jus dunno how to phrase it and vomit it out in words? Then, you dun even feel like talking and explaining urself? If u do, u know it suck right.

Today, u went off first. Today, I saw u for less than 30 mins. Today, we din exchanges glances. Today, I din say more than 10 sentences to u. Today, I am here blogging and tears roll down again. TODAY, I LOSE IT AGAIN.

I dun wan to do this anymore. I really really truly want to stop myself for behaving like a girly girl. I dun like it. I know guys dun like it cos these are trouble and they, find it annoying. Hey, I cant help it. I actually see it coming, I know with him joining RP I will have this thing happening but why do I still feel e punch when it happens? WHY CANT U FUCKING DO SMTH JUST FOR ME???

Okay, fyp tmr. Bye.