It's sch tmr. I had a mixed feelings and I dunno what's best to describe how I'm feeling now. Alot has happen during this holidays. I think alot, cried alot and emo-ed many ways and in everything that occur to me.
I'm seeing him tmr. No exitement, I dunno what's wrong again and I have this feeling of losing him as a friend once again. We shared pretty alot of awkward moments with one another. I'm not looking forward for sch as many of my friends are away for attachment and I'm left alone with him, BC, TCY and some of those which I'm not close with. Major sigh.
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If one can make me feel secure, why would have to keep checking on him and being stalkerish? I dislike my act and feel like a bitch for doing so but I care and I just want to be a part of u and know what's gg on. If u wan to make me give up on u, well done. U did it.
I dunno what's my goal in life anymore. I see friends devote themselves into relationship I felt alone but what else can I do? Bff? Who? Where?
What happen today made me felt a slight pinch of betrayal and disappointed. Then the feeling faded and disappointment sets in. I'm sorry. I promise I wouldn't interfere in anyone elses' life anymore. I lose it again.
I AM SORRY FOR BEING A BITCH EVERYONE. SORRY.
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